One thing I’ve found out, much to my own detriment sometimes, is that there are days when I can create, draw and make significant progress. Other days it all goes to pot basically. No matter how hard I try, nothing really works or my hand to eye coordination is so off that I might as well scribble.
I now know… just to stop. Accept that today it’s just not gonna happen and leave well alone.
I make the most now of those good days. I no longer panic. I can’t force myself to work on something when my mind can be easily distracted. I’m ok with that.
When the going is good, I lose hours without noticing. I feel like I really have achieved something that visually represents where I’m at…
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